The Adventures of Julie and Bella 2025

Happy St. Patrick’s Day☘️! Today was a tough one for me. I’ve had a headache lingering most of the day, and I’m pretty sure it’s from not having enough caffeine. It’s funny how something so small can throw everything off balance.

On top of that, I struggled to hear my students today. The longer I go without my one hearing aid, the harder it becomes to focus. I try so hard, but it feels like I’m fighting a losing battle. You’d think that over time, I’d adapt and find ways to compensate, but instead, it’s only getting more frustrating.

In two days, I have my audiologist appointment. I’m feeling a mix of excitement and nervousness. I want to be hopeful, but lately, it seems like nothing has been going right for me, so it’s hard not to expect another disappointment. Still, I’m trying to hold onto a little hope—hope that this appointment brings some answers, some relief, and maybe a step forward in not feeling so left out.

Feeling disconnected from conversations is one of the hardest parts. I miss catching every little detail, the side jokes, the effortless flow of being part of a group. It’s exhausting always trying to piece things together, always feeling like I’m a step behind.

But if there’s one thing I know about myself, it’s that I don’t give up easily. Maybe things haven’t been going my way lately, but that doesn’t mean they never will. So, for now, I’ll keep pushing forward, one day at a time.

If you’ve ever felt like you’re struggling with something similar—whether it’s feeling left out, unheard, or just plain frustrated—I see you. And I hope you find the strength to keep going, too.