For almost a year now, Jelly Roll’s song “I Am Not Okay” 🎵 has been the soundtrack to my life—a song that captures the whirlwind of emotions I’ve been grappling with. It’s been nearly a year since my heart was shattered 💔 by the one person I thought I could trust more than anyone else in this world. Trust, for me, was sacred, and to have it broken in such a devastating way has left a scar that runs deep.
The lie wasn’t just a small untruth; it was a betrayal so profound that it felt like the very ground I stood on crumbled beneath me. The person who I believed would never hurt me ended up being the one who ripped my heart out and stomped on it, leaving me in pieces. Every day has been a struggle—each place I visit, every familiar sight, brings back memories that once brought joy but now only serve as painful reminders of what I’ve lost. 😔
I am not okay. And that’s a hard truth I’ve had to face. But deep down, I hold onto the hope that one day, I will be. 🙏 Healing a broken heart takes time, and this process is not one to be rushed. It’s slow, sometimes agonizingly so, but I trust that eventually, the pieces will come back together, even if they never fit quite the same way again.
Through all of this, I’m profoundly grateful for my sweet Bella 🐾 and the family and friends who have stood by me. They’ve shown me the true meaning of unconditional love and support. ❤️ They understand when I need to talk, and they respect my silence when the pain is too much to bear. It’s a comfort to know that they’re there, patiently waiting for the day when I’m ready to fully open up.
Trust has never come easily to me, and this betrayal has only made me more wary of letting people in. The fear of being hurt again is real and raw. 😢 But I know that healing will bring clarity, and with time, I hope to regain the strength to trust again—not only others but myself. The road ahead is long, but with Bella by my side and the unwavering support of those who truly care, I know I’ll make it through, one step at a time. 💪
The Adventures of Julie and Bella 2025 
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